Pondering.....

So I've had a thought on my mind all week... Going to BYU has increased my spiritual growth more than I thought possible. I also grew physically beyond what I could imagine... (at least I did my freshman year). Unfortunately I have lost ambition in both of those areas in my life to grow. How do I gain ambition?!?!?! Last year was one of the best years spiritually and physically I have had and I don't know what is different about this year that diminished my enthusiasm for growing in both of those areas... Could it just be a trail? or am I just flat out lazy? It's been bugging me and I need to find a way to get that ambition... I know the physical aspect isn't as important, but it would be nice to have that back in my life again... if any of you suggest anything please feel free!